Monday, March 14, 2011

Conflicting Desires

1. I want to lie here with a pillow over my face
2. I want to take a shower
3. I want to eat something and maybe read my book and act like a normal person.
4. the idea of reading a book right now is too difficult.
5. I want to throw away the presents I bought him in Disney World
6. I want to save them... just in case.
7. I want to scream. and scream. and scream. and scream. and scream.
8. I want to call him.
9. I want him to call me.

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